Saturday, October 24, 2009

Two Weeks Ago Today

Two weeks ago today I arrived at the hospital a half an hour too late.

Two weeks ago today, I stood outside my mom's hospital door, waiting for the doctor.

Two weeks ago today, I listened as he told me what I already knew in my heart.

Two weeks ago today, I sat by my mom's lifeless body and cried.

Two weeks ago today, I waited for my dad to arrive.

Two weeks ago today was the first time I ever saw my dad break down and cry.

Two weeks ago today, my dad and I held on to each other for support.

Two weeks ago today I felt lost and confused.

Two weeks ago today I thought I'd never be happy again.

Two weeks ago today I finally understood why people get married and have children.

Two weeks ago today, I realized my mom understood why long, long ago.

Two weeks ago today, I made the hardest phone calls ever in my life.

Two weeks ago today, I thought I'd never get through the night.

Two weeks ago today, I was awaken by the sound of my dad's voice, and I realized he was talking to my mom and my heart broke for him.

Two weeks ago today, I knew how alone my mom felt at age 16 when she lost her own mom.

Two weeks ago today, my world completely changed and it will never be the same again.

I miss you, mom.

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